Never marry what you do for work and what you need for fun.
Work needs to be professional, unbiased, and incessantly edited and refined to spec.
Fun needs to be FUN!
Personally, I hate smartphones, I hate apps of all forms, and I have a disdain for most forms of complex technology in general. You'll never find them in my life, which is what makes me the perfect cynical bastard to dissect and ruthlessly deliver the software that other people love .
The good news is that passion is the child of competancy, and not the other way round; you like doing things that you're actually good at, even if you hated the entire process of getting good.
 - The best way to defend yourself against complexity overwhelm is by understanding the basis for that complexity.